[ g.i. joe-ing ]

I'm sporadically available. sometimes here, sometimes gone, and I'm not just talking about my mental faculties. know that if I don't respond, or if you don't see posts, it's not because I've lost any love for you.. it's just because I'm not exactly working a nine to five anymore.

that being said, I've missed you all--though I must admit I've missed writing even more. (:

welcome back, self.

| losing it |

{ warning: this is probably going to be hard to follow and a tad scattered. here’s my apology in advance. *shrug* sorry. }

people have always sat across from me and told me that I was incredibly focused for my age. they told me that I was mature, thoughtful, and really knew where I was headed. then they [...]

| with all due respect.. |

here’s a dose of honesty for you. ready?

I’m struggling at work because my boss keeps wanting me to do better, and have a higher ppa (price per person), and sell more things, etc., and I’m not doing it. not intentionally, I’m not the best, and he keeps asking me to be. tonight he cordoned me in [...]