[ g.i. joe-ing ]

I'm sporadically available. sometimes here, sometimes gone, and I'm not just talking about my mental faculties. know that if I don't respond, or if you don't see posts, it's not because I've lost any love for you.. it's just because I'm not exactly working a nine to five anymore.

that being said, I've missed you all--though I must admit I've missed writing even more. (:

welcome back, self.

| losing it |

{ warning: this is probably going to be hard to follow and a tad scattered. here’s my apology in advance. *shrug* sorry. }

people have always sat across from me and told me that I was incredibly focused for my age. they told me that I was mature, thoughtful, and really knew where I was headed. then they [...]

| jack of all trades, master of none |

as of late, I’ve been feeling thoroughly inept. at everything.

either I don’t have the opportunity to do things that I am good at and enjoy (like lacrosse), or I’ve been performing poorly at things that I used to be good at (like writing). and I’ve got to be honest, it’s all incredibly discouraging. not only does [...]