[ g.i. joe-ing ]

I'm sporadically available. sometimes here, sometimes gone, and I'm not just talking about my mental faculties. know that if I don't respond, or if you don't see posts, it's not because I've lost any love for you.. it's just because I'm not exactly working a nine to five anymore.

that being said, I've missed you all--though I must admit I've missed writing even more. (:

welcome back, self.

{ try something new }

you’ve got a funny way of showing how scared you still are.

you stick to me, but it’s not loyalty,
it’s the fear of change.

you still love me not because
I still stir you inside, but because it’s easy.

you’re still standing with your broken heart in hand
because it hurts too much to stitch it back together,
not because I’m still carrying a piece.

you can’t picture yourself being with anyone else
because you refuse to look,
not because it’ll never look right.

try something new not because I don’t love you,
but because I don’t love you enough.